Day +4118: Singing from heartache from the pain…

“Taking my message from the veinsSpeaking my lesson from the brainSeeing the beauty through the…Pain!…” 3/10/2022: The rescheduled Chemo Cycle 7 (34) started on Monday. Karen and I both had mixed emotions about it. Karen tries to schedule for late afternoon for two practical reasons: First, we hate mornings! Second,…
Day +4108: Into this life we’re born…
Day +4106: Now, I need somebody to know…
Day +4103: It’s 8 O’clock in Los Angeles…
Day +4102: Whatever gets you through the night ‘salright, ‘salright…

The roller coaster ride towards Friday’s bone marrow biopsy continues…and somebody cut the brake lines! Well, it feels that way. It is frightening how quickly things shift in Karen’s condition right now or in the presentation of “normal.” To be clear, the battle between disease and chemo are a mystery…
Day +4092: When are you gonna come down?
Day +4064: Hold me, love me, hold me, love me…
Day +4050: Whoa listen to the music…
Day +4049: Over the hills and far away

“…Looking out for a better dayWhen it seems like there’s no escapeTake me to my happy place…” TV time…..’Gloom, despair, and agony on me, Deep, dark depression, excess’ …opps, sorry, Click! … ‘but if you close your eyes’…Click!..Click!…Click! …’525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so d’ …Click! …just channel surfin’ to find…